WHO I AM
“Hello” – “My name is” _________ … is what was printed across the white and blue sticker. Everyone else had written their names in the blank with black magic marker. Uhhh… They handed my wife and I both one each. I looked at her with an almost straight face, just a hint of irritation that only she would be able to spot as I held the sticker deliberately out in front of me, glancing at it and at her.
She knows that look, that’s the look of, “You’re kiddin’ me right”? She gave me a quick glance with a slightly furrowed brow that no one else would catch. I knew it meant, “Don’t even start”! – “Can’t you just be normal like everyone else”? kind of a look. She won the battle of no words, only expressions. After all, it was her turn to win…. and the last time I refused to wear a sticker, I was a tad too explanatory with the host, it wasn’t worth it.
Being somewhat of a non-conformist naturally, I question things and sometimes things just don’t add up to me. I know they want everyone to be able to talk and call each other by name, but if a person doesn’t have photographic memory, what’s the point? If people don’t connect on a personal level they won’t have much chance of remembering a name.
A name is what we’re called, it’s what we answer to over the course of our lives, but a person’s name is just that; a name. It doesn’t begin to tell who a person really is in our modern world. A person is who they are inside. That person can portray any image they want to over a lifetime, playing a role, we can get to be pretty proficient at the image we’re flashing for the other eyes and ears.
We can answer when someone calls us by name, but it won’t begin to tell who we really are. There’s a big difference between, “What is your name,” and “Who are you”? What is it that defines us? Is it what we do? Not at all, but that’s the most popular answer because that’s the easiest way to hide from the truth.
I’m not sure I have a good answer to the question either. Often we want to share where we’re from when describing ourselves, that’s always interesting, but I don’t think that’s who we are either. I can use nouns and adjectives to describe who I am, but I think where we’re going might be the best way to describe who we are.
Remember when we were kids and someone asked who we were? That was a sight easier to answer wasn’t it? Our answers were always our names and who our parents were. Sometimes we’d tell the person asking about our siblings to help them figure out who we were.
The older I get the more I appreciate simplicity. All the words I could use to describe myself, husband, dad, uncle, and friend, naturally come up in conversation. But probably the best way to tell you who I am is to tell you who my Father is. You might have known my dad, but my Father’s house is where I’m headed when my race is run here…
While my name might not be written across my chest on a sticker…
It is written in my Father’s Book Of Life…
That’s who I am…
bill (cycleguy)
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 2:04 am
I may not always know who I am but sure glad He does. And that is enough for me.
Floyd
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 11:44 am
Great point Bill. We are just receivers of His grace and mercy.
April
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 6:50 am
Praise God my name is written in the Lamb’s Book of Life! Without that, I would be nothing!
Floyd
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 11:45 am
Amen April!
Jay Cookingham
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 7:52 am
Great thoughts dude, reminds me of this Scripture.
But now thus says the LORD, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: “Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. Isaiah 43:1
Floyd
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 11:45 am
Wow, that’s a great scripture! How cool is that? He called us by our name… Thanks Jay.
TC Avey
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 8:12 am
Awesome, Awesome Post! My name is in that same book!
Floyd
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 11:47 am
Thanks TC. That’s the one place we want to see our names!
Dan Black
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 10:26 am
Amen that Jesus had our names on his chest/mind when he died on the cross. I’m a child of God. Great post as always.
Floyd
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 11:48 am
Thanks Dan. Great thoughts. He indeed had us and all of our iniquity with Him. Great perspective!
Hazel Moon
Monday, April 23, 2012 @ 6:01 pm
It is a good think to be know for who you are and not that you have a certain job, or are married to someone. Your name is important.
Floyd
Tuesday, April 24, 2012 @ 9:20 am
The fact that He has my name in His heart is comforting in the midst of life’s storms. Thanks Hazel.
Audra Krell
Tuesday, April 24, 2012 @ 10:54 am
He has called us “His own” before time began. Praising His holy name. Won’t it be glorious in Heaven where there is no need for name tags?
Floyd
Tuesday, April 24, 2012 @ 12:13 pm
Good call Audra! Maybe that’s why I’m such a non-conformist?
Nancy
Wednesday, April 25, 2012 @ 8:56 am
Woo Hoo! Don’t know why, but people alwasy seem to call me “kathy” instead of Nancy once we have been introduced. I say, “That’s okay, I know who I am!”
While I don’t mind sharing about myself and even becoming a little vulnerable if it will accomplish a purpose in someone else’s life, I find that I am now picky with whom I WISH to share. I am not defined by what I do or what I have. I used to think that the abnormal family circumstances I weathered as a youngster, defined who I was, and I was stuck with it. When I found that I was a NEW Creation in Christ Jesus, and that old things had passed away and all had become new again, I embraced it! These days, I tell people I am just one of life’s cheerleaders, put here by God to encourage people along!
Floyd
Wednesday, April 25, 2012 @ 9:45 am
You certainly do that… I’m witness to that fact about you. It’s satisfying knowing who we are in Him. Excellent summary.