THE THRILL IS GONE
As one of the kids in school that was more interested in having fun than studying, I partook of some activities that other people didn’t. Even if it meant “defacing public property”- that was back in the day when the schools supplied books. As a young jumper onto the train bound for Conspiracyville, I never did buy into the fact that it was just “luck of the draw” that my fellow underachievers and I ended up with the books already defaced by the group of slackers that drug their feet before us.
It didn’t bother me so much writing in the books that looked like they’d been to war and lost. One of the popular pastimes for principals office prone people was turning the school book sideways and drawing a cartoon figure, usually a stick caricature in a vehicle with ridiculous big wheels racing across the pages.
Each page would be drawn in the next scene in progression. About five or ten pages in, I’d introduce the massive jump, another five or so pages later a cartoon of the motorized vehicle, including the wavy pencil lines to add the authentic smoke, would fly through the air in a way that would make Evil Knievel proud and would scrape the sky of sideways printed words above.
The best part was grabbing the pages between my thumb and forefinger and fanning the pages one at a time quickly then showing the other derelict friends my action cartoon… thanks to the taxpayers, of course.
The older I get the more the pages of our lives seem like the pages in those old textbooks. Each one is a snapshot that represents the seasons of our lives. The pages are provided by the laws of the universe as set forth by the Creator of all. We get to use our free will to draw the action movie of our lives.
As we think back and see the snapshots taken along life’s merry way in our physical lives, they tend to reveal what’s going on inside us and how our perspectives change along the way. In general, the smiles started awkward, struggling to get traction in our lives, but not far down the track of life we begin to move with speed and ease – like art in motion and our smiles reflect it.
While we move down the track or across the sideways pages of our lives in our self made movie, the edges of our mouths begin to level out and for some of us they fall past parallel and begin to sag on the sides… the thrill is gone…
I’ve heard it said “You can’t take it with you when you’re gone.” There are no re-runs in the cartoons of our lives that we scribble on the edge the pages of the textbooks provided for our lives, but we can take the best this life has to offer with us.
The grandest of things reside within in us and should manifest what they are and Who we represent on the shape of our smiles as we sail through the air over the bumps and jumps of life. We all get bumps and jumps… I guess the expression of our face is directly relative to where we land…
Dolly@Soulstops
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 10:26 am
Floyd,
You are a wonderful storyteller and I can tell you were a creative kid, who probably just needed his creativity focused 🙂 And your analogy to what we write on our lives is powerful….So grateful for how God loves me and writes my story with me…such grace…Many blessings this Easter week to you and yours 🙂
Floyd
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 5:49 pm
I needed something, that’s for sure… I’m completely with you on how God is shaping us and using our lives as walking witnesses for His glory… even when we come up short, like we all do. Blessings to you and yours this week of life celebration, Dolly. Thank you.
tcavey
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 1:24 pm
I’ve landed on my rear and my face too many times to count. But God has used it all to teach me and even to bless me.
As I read your post I thought of how kids will write “I love XYZ” on desks or books. It’s funny (and annoying) when those kids write something similar about someone else a few months later.
I like to write in books, but I make notes!
Floyd
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 5:52 pm
I’m not surprised to hear you’ve bumped and bruised along, TC. I think I saw you as we were passing one another, one on the way up and one on the way down! I got caught at least once and had to erase the edges of the pages… Thank God, literally that none of our girls had this habit! Thanks, TC.
Bill (cycelguy)
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 3:08 pm
I concur with TC on this one: I have landed on my tush a few too many times. But I am glad I ultimately landed in GRACE. That was a soft landing in the arms of the Savior.
Oh…I’m sure glad my pictures were never found in books. Ahem!
Floyd
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 5:53 pm
Yeah, I know that “Ahem”, Buster! I too have landed in grace and His redemption is the story of my, and all of our lives. Thanks, Bill.
Betty Draper
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 3:55 pm
It was a miracle I did not land in jail after one particular incident. So glad I finally landed in the heavenly Father lap. You make me want to drag out the trunk of my closet and write some of those stories of mis-deeds I was involved in. You truly are gifted in telling a funny story with a punch at the end. Of making us who read jump back into our childhood to thing we would like to forget. God does guide your fingers as you type out these stories from your school of life. Good one brother.
Floyd
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 5:56 pm
That’s the thing about stories, we all have similar ones, and I love to hear real life stories from others as well. It adds to all of our foundation I think. You’re always so kind to me, Betty. Thanks for relating, sharing, and always making my heart warm up to get a little closer to the temperature of yours! Bless you, sister!
Cynthia
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 4:44 pm
I love it! I wrote in books, sometimes…. And, I ended-up as a teacher and assisitant principal for 22 years. I did my time! Smiles! Nope,there’s no going back, but I am glad to have landed where I did: In His Grace Place! Joy to you and yours!
Floyd
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 5:59 pm
“In His Grace Place!” You do have a way with words, Cynthia! Your enthusiasm and joy read straight from the heart of our Father. You went from writing in the books to guarding them! Ironic, huh? 22 years? With kids like us? Yeah, you did your time! Blessings to you and all of yours as well, Cynthia. Thanks for sharing your heart!
Pam
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 6:10 pm
I see some older people with lots of laugh lines crinkling around their eyes and hope that as I age my wrinkles will be from laughing instead of frowning. We have all heard of grumpy old men. Well, I don’t want to be a grumpy old woman. I want the joy of Jesus to be permanently etched on my face! Great writing, Floyd. Thanks for sharing. Happy Easter, my friend!
Floyd
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 4:18 pm
I’m with you, Pam. I already have enough frown lines, I want to add some smiling and laughing ones! Thanks so much, Pam. Happy Easter to you and all of yours as well!
child of God
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 6:32 pm
I am determined to come out of this life with a smile on my face and the glow of the Holy Spirit shining out of my eyes.
Great story. I always loved reading books that have been vandalized by cartoonists. 🙂
Floyd
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 4:24 pm
That’s a wonderful perspective! With your determination and our Father’s sovereignty, I’d say it’s gonna be a race well run…
You’d have loved to browse through some of my old books!
nancy Kehr
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 6:58 pm
I could never really draw, but I remember practicing fancy writing all over my Pee-chee folders.
Well, I thank God it’s not over ’til it’s over! Weeping may endure for a night, but JOY comes in the morning! I am so well aware that my strength depends on The Lord, not my feeble efforts. And yes, we CAN take the BEST this life has to offer because Jesus is a friend that sticks closer than a brother. I have Him now and forever. Because of HIM, I have wonderful Christian family, like you! Thanks for sharing your “slice of life”!
Floyd
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 4:26 pm
It’s always a treat to read your heart, Nancy! You’re such a blessing to all of your brothers and sisters! I remember those folders! I always traced around the football players! Great stuff! There could be a post in here somewhere! Thanks, Nancy. Blessings to you, Randy, and all your family this Easter!
June
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 7:35 pm
“We all get bumps and jumps… I guess the expression of our face is directly relative to where we land…” or WHO packed our parachute, maybe?
I think becoming discontent with this life is a good thing. This life isn’t the best God has for us. The closer we get to Him, the more our spirits long to depart from this world. Perhaps that’s some of what you’re feeling?
Floyd
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 4:34 pm
“Who packed our parachute!” That’s priceless! Too clever, June!
I definitely can feel myself adjusting to a world that I know I’m a foreigner in. It’s a constant battle and I’m looking forward to eternal rest… Man, it just has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it? Although I pray for my friend, and one in particular that will be leaving soon and a family that isn’t ready for it. This isn’t the Garden of Eden, is it? I appreciate your heart and perspective, June. You really know how to make others think. Blessings to you and yours this Easter, sister.
Barb Raveling
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 7:36 pm
I’d forgotten about reading things others had written in schoolbooks. That was fun. It was also interesting to see who had had the book (or the desk) before you. Ah, those good old school days! Thanks for the memories, Floyd! Love the phrase principal office prone!
Floyd
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 4:36 pm
I miss some of them, but not the swats! Those were some different days, and had I told my dad what I’d get the swats for he’s have done way worse! Amazing how we do end up with a lick of wisdom! Thanks, Barb. Blessings to you and all of yours this Easter.
Barb Raveling
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 5:17 pm
You too, Floyd. Have a wonderful Easter!
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:58 am
Thanks, Barb.
Chuck Allen
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 @ 11:21 pm
What a great analogy. There certainly are jumps and bumps along the way. I hope my expressions along the way reflect the joy I’ve been given.
I was never artistic enough to pull off the animated cartoon. There was a period of time, though, when the phrase “office prone people” would have applied perfectly to me. 🙂
Floyd
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 4:39 pm
I suspected as much, Chuck! You’re too big to cause too much trouble! I’m with you, I hope my expression shows what I’ve received on the inside… Blessings to you and yours this Easter, my friend.
hazel moon
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 12:18 am
Life passes so quickly like those pages flipped and only the smoke is left in the distance. I probably wrote on my books, just don’t remember for sure, but I did carve a heart on my desk and got caught. Seems like I was always getting caught when I tried to pull a fast one. Those were good days though. Thanks Floyd for another good post!
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:43 am
The stories of you getting caught are the best! I’ve got to do a feature on your books, Hazel! Thanks for the reminder!
Ceil
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 11:25 am
Hi Floyd! I never wrote in book much, but I saw the handiwork of others that did it. Actually, I kind of liked the ‘flipbook’ work you described. Showed some imagination!
My life has certainly had its lumps and bumps, and I guess that produces some character, huh? No one gets a free pass in life that’s for sure. The challenge is to try not to be the cause of all of them! But I think as long as I’m learning, it will work out ok.
Blessed Easter to you and yours my friend!
Ceil
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:46 am
It really is a matter of our heart, Ceil, I agree with you. Funny how most of the hard times we have are self inflicted if we look closely at the origin and our hearts at that time. Wisdom does come… looks like the learning never ends on this side of the curtain! Thanks, Ceil. A blessed Easter to you and yours as well, sister!
Wanda
Thursday, April 17, 2014 @ 2:39 pm
I agree with Dolly, Floyd. You have such a magical way of stringing words together my friend. Wishing you and yours a Happy Resurrection Day.
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:47 am
Thanks so much, Wanda, you’re too kind. A Happy and Blessed Resurrection Day to you as well, my friend!
Amy Nabors
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:09 am
This is so true. It’s all about our perspective and whether we like to believe it or not others see that in our expressions.
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:59 am
I’m with you, Amy. Even during difficult times, when we’re relying on our Father, the world can see His light in us. Good call. Thanks, and a blessed Easter to you and your family, Amy.
Caleb Suko
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 9:30 am
I never had the patience to draw those cartoons in the pages of my text books. I started a few but never finished. Maybe that was a good thing!
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:36 pm
Probably was a good thing! You saved it for real life! Good for you, Caleb. Thanks and Happy Easter to you and your whole clan!
Jennifer Dougan
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:28 pm
Floyd,
Your line “The grandest of things reside within in us and should manifest what they are and Who we represent” is what hits me most from this post. He that lives in us, huh? Thanks.
Re your comment on my post “This Transforms How I See Easter,” isn’t that Psalm exciting?
Happy Easter!
Jennifer Dougan
http://www.jenniferdougan.com
Floyd
Friday, April 18, 2014 @ 6:38 pm
Amen, Jennifer! He is indeed risen and lives within us! And yes, that entire Psalm 22 is amazing!!! Happy Easter to you and your family as well, Jennifer!
Dan Black
Thursday, April 24, 2014 @ 1:12 pm
Great thoughts Floyd!
This reminds me about going through the different seasons of life, baby-adulthood, and the different things that happen through each of those seasons. I’ve found that it’s best to allow our life seasons to reap wisdom instead of regret. I have a lot of regret for the actions of my youth, now it seems I’m learning a little more wisdom because I’m making better choices.
Floyd
Thursday, April 24, 2014 @ 6:08 pm
You certainly are doing it well, Dan. I appreciate your honesty and heart, my friend. I’m right there with you, brother. Well said, Dan. Thanks.
Dan Black
Thursday, April 24, 2014 @ 6:58 pm
Glad to share:)